Friday, November 06, 2009
~Rush Rush~
No it's not Paula Abdul, it's about my life.
Everything has been such a rush!
However I manage to steal a little time out to blog here.
I will be away from 9th - 15th Nov, going to London for the World Travel Market, I hope I will not die from exhaustion because from my research, the fair site is 6 times the size of Natas Travel Fair. I will be meeting my long-time / long lost friend Daniel for dinner! It's good to have friends all over the world you know? Maybe I should have a boyfriend in each country. HA HA! After London, will have 1 night stopover in Dubai. It's about time I update myself with the land of Luxury, I'd always love Dubai, I still yearn to join the emirates airline... someday maybe? When I'm 26 - 27, still unattached, i guess I will probably not want to be attached, join emirates & fly around my whole life! Hehee..
There will be a possible trip to Hanoi on the 23rd - 26th, the details are suppose to be kept confidential, for those who already know, please zip up first. If it's gonna materialize, it will be really a life-changing event for me.
Then 5th - 14th Dec, I will be going to the NORTH AFRICA - Tunisia! It's my first time to that continent, I'm sooooo excited. I don't know what to expect, just hope everything will turn out fine!
There will also be a possible trip to Bangkok with my cousins, more like a farewell trip to Corin in December. I HOPE & PRAY it will be materialise. :)
I guess that's all, tonight I will be going for a drink with Daryl & Jeff at Brotzeit, I love the beer there! ;)
I need to go shopping for winter stuffs tomorrow! Anyone free?
That's all for now peeps! I will update as & when!
Cheers!
However I manage to steal a little time out to blog here.
I will be away from 9th - 15th Nov, going to London for the World Travel Market, I hope I will not die from exhaustion because from my research, the fair site is 6 times the size of Natas Travel Fair. I will be meeting my long-time / long lost friend Daniel for dinner! It's good to have friends all over the world you know? Maybe I should have a boyfriend in each country. HA HA! After London, will have 1 night stopover in Dubai. It's about time I update myself with the land of Luxury, I'd always love Dubai, I still yearn to join the emirates airline... someday maybe? When I'm 26 - 27, still unattached, i guess I will probably not want to be attached, join emirates & fly around my whole life! Hehee..
There will be a possible trip to Hanoi on the 23rd - 26th, the details are suppose to be kept confidential, for those who already know, please zip up first. If it's gonna materialize, it will be really a life-changing event for me.
Then 5th - 14th Dec, I will be going to the NORTH AFRICA - Tunisia! It's my first time to that continent, I'm sooooo excited. I don't know what to expect, just hope everything will turn out fine!
There will also be a possible trip to Bangkok with my cousins, more like a farewell trip to Corin in December. I HOPE & PRAY it will be materialise. :)
I guess that's all, tonight I will be going for a drink with Daryl & Jeff at Brotzeit, I love the beer there! ;)
I need to go shopping for winter stuffs tomorrow! Anyone free?
That's all for now peeps! I will update as & when!
Cheers!
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
I LOVE LOVE LOVE A1!
They are back!!!
*excited!!!*
They are back!!!
*excited!!!*
It's pretty what the fuck.
*Conflicts between duty and pleasure, or between sober practicality and a yearning for love and emotional satisfaction, are likely now. This can be a very frustrating time. A relationship may end or a temporary break may be made. This could be a time to relinquish something or someone you once cherished but which no longer has a positive purpose in your life*
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*Conflicts between duty and pleasure, or between sober practicality and a yearning for love and emotional satisfaction, are likely now. This can be a very frustrating time. A relationship may end or a temporary break may be made. This could be a time to relinquish something or someone you once cherished but which no longer has a positive purpose in your life*
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I dunno about life anymore.
Heart's pulsating so fast and body's shivering.
Scared, humiliated & terrified of the future.
I need a shrink.
Bye.
Monday, November 02, 2009
*A Need to Blog*
I feel that there is a need to blog because there is too much on-goings that I need to update my peeps who haven't heard from me for a long time.
Wednesday 28th Oct after work, Corin & Vincent came over to pick me to Villa Bali to decorate the place for Corin's Solemnization the next day.
I feel that there is a need to blog because there is too much on-goings that I need to update my peeps who haven't heard from me for a long time.
Wednesday 28th Oct after work, Corin & Vincent came over to pick me to Villa Bali to decorate the place for Corin's Solemnization the next day.
Quote of that day, "When you are too broke to employ professional help, you engage your cousins."
Haha! Well... What can I say, we're tight.
Help each other at the best we can ;)
I know the decors are not fantastic but for the work of novices like us... It's BEAUTIFUL! For fully uploaded pictures, you have to view it on our Facebook.
29th Oct 2009 was the day my Cousin got married to Mr. Vincent Wan. A nice man whom I believe will give her a great life. 2 more months before you guys fly off to US of A, let's go out more often before we dun get the chance to ok?
30th Oct was friday, met up with my lovelies for dinner at Mr. Curry - Central Mall. Just a nice quick dinner for catching up and topic revolves around Ms Ris Low. Omg... enough of Ris already la! hahaha... Leave that poor girl alone. Anyways, Kaikai was telling me how bad my temper was... I guess yeah... I'm sorry guys. It's just a transition period of my life. I am dealing with all sorts of stuffs that drains the shit outta me. I will be better in time to come :)
Speaking of Friday, 23Rd oct - Friday, went Night Safari with my colleagues. Thanks to Shah, we all got complimentary tickets! Hehe...
GOt the scare of our lifes! lol!If only Pris was still working with us... :(
I miss my dear girl.
31st October - Halloween Night!
I wanted to dress up as a dead policewoman was gun shots on my forehead & various parts of my body, but STUPID WETSEAL got problem and my transaction couldn't go through no matter how many times I try using different cards! Wtf. I was too busy to go around renting costumes ... so ended up just partying without dressing up.
It was a crazy night! LoL.
More photos up on Facebook.
Today... was the Big Send off.
My baober wenwen finally got her visa & she is now on her way to start a new life with Mr. Miao. Even though 我很依依不舍 but... I know she will be happy in Aussie land with her "one". (^_^) YOu'd been nothing but a wonderful friend my dear. I'm so glad to have met you. Given the technology nowadays, it's easy to keep in contact! ;)
BAOBER! 我会很想你的！
Muacks!
I can't believe it's MOnday already. I was just starting to rest.
Need to go to bed now.
Nights!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Fly Butterfly...
"When you love someone so deep it takes away your life..."
I didn't mean to, I didn't want to...
I can't help but wanna investigate & instigate.
"When you love someone so deep it takes away your life..."
I didn't mean to, I didn't want to...
I can't help but wanna investigate & instigate.
I caught myself reading his ex-gf's blog again, going through the archives, I think I'm sick in the brain. I'm a emotional cutter & I just LOVE getting myself hurt.
*Sigh*
Why is it that you will only learn how to treasure someone or something after you lose it? Will you treasure it more when you find it back or will you treat it like trash because you can't look at it the same way anymore?
I don't wanna take the risk of being treated like trash.
Think carefully before you decide because no way I'm gonna let myself be treated like dirt.
Louis posted something on his FB shoutout and I find it totally true, "might not be the best, but he ain't one of the rest."
I wanted SO MUCH in life till I sat down & start to think ....
*Sigh*
Why is it that you will only learn how to treasure someone or something after you lose it? Will you treasure it more when you find it back or will you treat it like trash because you can't look at it the same way anymore?
I don't wanna take the risk of being treated like trash.
Think carefully before you decide because no way I'm gonna let myself be treated like dirt.
Louis posted something on his FB shoutout and I find it totally true, "might not be the best, but he ain't one of the rest."
I wanted SO MUCH in life till I sat down & start to think ....
I may not be pretty or attractive enough to be one of those Bloggers/models who earn loadsa money by exposing their "oh-so-fantastic" life & probably undies & bras and posting them on the net to gain hits, then fame, then well.. more money.
I may not be smart enough to rub shoulders with doctors, lawyers & some harvards who earns big bucks & sneers at the rest.
I may not be influential enough to make people look up to me.
BUT...
I am MandyBee.
I may not be smart enough to rub shoulders with doctors, lawyers & some harvards who earns big bucks & sneers at the rest.
I may not be influential enough to make people look up to me.
BUT...
I am MandyBee.
Perfectlyimperfect.
She's not perfect, it will never be perfect but I will not stop aiming because without a goal or passion in life, you achieve nothing.
I am blessed to be able to travel to so many places some people could only dream about going, I am very happy with my life.
But like I'd said... nothing is perfect.
All these has taken a toll on my love life.
I forgot how to love.
I forgot how to trust.
I forgot how to depend on someone.
I forgot how to be a girlfriend.
I forgot how to be a friend.
She's not perfect, it will never be perfect but I will not stop aiming because without a goal or passion in life, you achieve nothing.
I am blessed to be able to travel to so many places some people could only dream about going, I am very happy with my life.
But like I'd said... nothing is perfect.
All these has taken a toll on my love life.
I forgot how to love.
I forgot how to trust.
I forgot how to depend on someone.
I forgot how to be a girlfriend.
I forgot how to be a friend.
I forgot how to be a daughter.
I forgot how to be a sister.
I forgot how to be a sister.
I forgot how to be a cousin.
I forgot how to be a niece.
I forgot how is it like to really really put my heart & soul into any r/s.
Been so busy running around since I came back from Vietnam.
So many quotations to send, so many proposals to write and so many products to launch. I am not complaining because I am really happily busy, I love what I'm doing and I will not stop.
I forgot how is it like to really really put my heart & soul into any r/s.
Been so busy running around since I came back from Vietnam.
So many quotations to send, so many proposals to write and so many products to launch. I am not complaining because I am really happily busy, I love what I'm doing and I will not stop.
I seek understanding from everyone & so far... I'm thankful that most of my pals are so damn understanding.
I really wanna see Glaxis Travels becoming one of the top Travel Agents in Singapore.
I will be travelling to London & Dubai from 9th - 15th Nov, will be missing my sisters' birthday, but I really hope she will understand. Her frowning is what I am most afraid of seeing.
I promise I will make it up to you when I'm back.
Also, boss had just told me that I will need to go to Tunisia from 5th - 13th Dec & probably another trip to Hanoi in 3rd week of Nov.. :S
Jetsetting around the world, that's what I love doing, I am seriously very happy with my life.
However... while browsing through Yuan's birthday celebration pictures, I came across a picture that made me stop and look at it for awhile.
Those smiles were real...
Time will tell if we are really mfeo.
I'll leave everything to fate.
... because I'm only human.
Thanks for your thoughts... They're really cute.
(Not trying to play hard to get but you know teddy bears aren't really my thing, so... yeah.)
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Goodnite world. I'm so tired.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
莎士比亚说过。。。
再好的东西都有失去的一天。
再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。
再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。
该放弃的决不挽留，该珍惜的决不放手。
分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！
也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。
再好的东西都有失去的一天。
再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。
再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。
该放弃的决不挽留，该珍惜的决不放手。
分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！
也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。
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考虑了好久， 好久。
心疼他，感激他，也曾经好爱他。
只不过。。。 我不能完完全全的交出自己，也没办法重新的爱一个人。
已经过了一年多，还是没办法。
我只能说，对不起，是我辜负了你的爱，浪费了你的时间。
长痛不如短痛，我们就这样吧。
It pains me to say this because it is decision I have to make sooner or later.
I am sorry James.
考虑了好久， 好久。
心疼他，感激他，也曾经好爱他。
只不过。。。 我不能完完全全的交出自己，也没办法重新的爱一个人。
已经过了一年多，还是没办法。
我只能说，对不起，是我辜负了你的爱，浪费了你的时间。
长痛不如短痛，我们就这样吧。
It pains me to say this because it is decision I have to make sooner or later.
I am sorry James.
